Dark Night of Our Soul

“We all know pain. But how familiar are we with its promise?”

This documentary explores the evolutionary purpose of trauma and the possibilities of post-traumatic growth.

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  • Adversity is one of life's greatest teachers, so why does the modern world increasingly resist pain and condemn our deeper emotional range?

    “Dark Night of Our Soul”

The unseen solution to our lives.

The globalized world is more connected than it’s ever been. And yet, we may also be the most disconnected than ever before.

Born into this complex time, we often interpret darkness as a curse. But our adversity, when seen in a different light, may contain unseen solutions to our lives.

This documentary explores the question: how can we evolve now as a people not despite our overwhelming adversity but because of it?

What could we achieve as a species in doing so?

Synopsis.

“Dark Night of Our Soul” explores the notion that our inherent difficulties of life; our traumas, our crises, our conflicts, our baggage, and so on, may serve an evolutionary function for us to evolve as individuals and as a species. 

The question then becomes: at a time of unprecedented global complexity, disconnect and suffering, can we embrace this process intentionally? Together?

Scientifically, this theory is referred to as post-traumatic growth. Spiritually, it may be named the dark night of the soul. Philosophically, as existential transformation. It goes by many names and these patterns show up across all inquisitive disciplines, across every corner of the world.

Rather than examining trauma, stress, and dissonance through the popular lens of mental health issues, this documentary is a story about the human condition. 

It is a trauma-informed exploration of what it's like to be a human being in a modern world that pathologizes adversity and limits the meaningful dark aspects of the human experience to symptoms or disorders.

The story may not fit neatly into our current narrative of mental health. It certainly does not entertain notions of limitation nor grandeur. It is a raw and truthful examination of the purpose of suffering. 

Sometimes subtle, other times remarkable and tyrannical, all human beings know some form of pain. But how familiar are we with its promise? If we may revisit our current relationship with suffering, perhaps we trade trauma for wisdom.

 

Blazing a New Frontier

With new scientific discoveries, timeless ancient wisdom, and a modern world rife with complex challenges, we now have the opportunity to blaze a new frontier: consciousness and connection.

By unlocking the mysteries of trauma and embracing adversity as an art form, this exploration of post-traumatic growth helps us remember that we are a far more resilient species than our current systems, conditions, and narratives imply.

Featuring interviews with researchers, professors, historians, former special ops, and storytellers championing the human spirit, this film explores what common truth they have found in the dark nights of our souls - that we are not the victims of circumstance, but the arbiters of love in a world currently engrossed in fear.

 
  • "Dark Night of Our Soul" aims to spark a mass movement to embrace the art of adversity; healing and reconciling trauma and developing a healthier relationship with challenges of life as an integral part of our health and humanity.

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Cast & Crew

 

Zachariah Montgomery

Director

rick alexander

Rick Alexander

Writer, Former US Special Ops

Jessica Depatie

Jessica Lee Depatie

Producer

Rich Thorne

Creative Consultant

Jeff Depatie

Retired JTF2 Sniper

Jennifer McMaster

Impact Producer, Holistic Healthcare Expert

 
john vervaeke, phdprof. of cognitive neuroscience

John Vervaeke, PhD

Prof. of Cognitive Neuroscience

Aminnah Whiten

Storyteller

Dr. Yoko Nomura

Developmental Epigeneticist

Nahko

Musician, Storyteller

Sebastián Alvarado

Sebastián Alvarado

Epigeneticist

dr danielle mcginnis

Dr. Danielle Alexander

Depth Psych, Somatic Experiencing

Richard Rudd

Mystic, Historian, Author

dr. trung ngochronic pain & resilience expert, storyteller

Dr. Trung Ngo

Chronic Pain & Resilience Expert, Storyteller

Alexandria Sparks

Storyteller

anderson toddpsychotherapist, asst. dir. of consciousness & wisdom studies

Anderson Todd

Psychotherapist, Dir. of Consciousness & Wisdom Studies

Nadine Purdy

Medicine Woman, Storyteller

mark englandlanguage educator

Mark England

Language Educator

paris robinsonpeer recovery specialist, storyteller

Paris Robinson

Peer Recovery Specialist, Storyteller

Dr. Mike T Nelson

Researcher

anat peritransformational coach

Anat Peri

Transformation Educator

Matthew McCartney

Retired Detective, Storyteller

aaron guyett

Aaron Guyett

Former US Marine, Leadership Advisor

Full interviews

Anderson Todd, PhD

John Vervaeke, PhD

Credits

Directed by Zachariah Montgomery

Produced by Jeff Depatie, Jessica Depatie

Written by Rick Alexander

Co-written by Zachariah Montgomery

Narrated by Richard Rudd

Post-Production Coordinator Jennifer McMaster

Legal Counsel Nina Ameri Esq, AmeriLaw

Co-executive Producers Jeff Mycyk, John Wolf, Matthew McCartney, Aaron Guyett, Jennifer McMaster, Chad Kirkham, Adam McMaster, Dr. Mike T Nelson, Jodie Nelson, Travis Eagles

Music by Tom Day, Nahko

Visual Effects by Jordan Shew (Colorist)

Special Thanks to Gaurav Virkar, Peace is Loud, Rebecca Tye, Rich Thorne, Gregory David Roberts, Jeff Deverett, CARITAS Women’s Healing Place, Kambo Casita, Brandon Love, Bruce McKay, Dr. Ronald Warner, Brandon Powell, Gene Keys, Any Path to Recovery